He said it best at the end, when you live a hard life and party hard, you find yourself a pretty lonely guy. All he knew at that point was the wrestling and he chose it and the party over establishing a relationship with his daughter and a woman. He was a likeable guy who was very self-aware, and somewhat humble, but he couldn't choose a steady life over what he knew best. I met a boxer who was like this guy, who's in his upper 40's and now works as an exterminator. He had won some middleweight championships and had some national fame, and without any education or real skills, he retired and un-retired several times, losing badly, but just trying to re-gain some form of the life he had. It's a sad way to live, closing bars every night hoping someone will recognize you so you can take your belts out the trunk of your car and show some photographs, waking up the next day to the reality that it's never going to come back.