>666< Is janiack's number. Another Christmas Season is here spent alone without my mother & family. If Jesus is the true reason for the season & Love conquers all. Then why does he allow an Evil minister to control families from Loving one another? Why must janiack at all cost, keep us separated? What has janiack to Fear? The Real Truth would be known about her dishonest actions? Hmmm! I believe this to be the truth behind her control over those within her grasp & church. She needs their income to keep her lavish life stlye. How dare janiack claim to love Jesus when she does so many things against his ways. And destroys so many lives and souls. This Christmas I pray for GOD to take control & BE GOD! To find all of His Lost Sheep! The ones like me that everyone has forgotten for dead. No one has come to find us. {"WHY????????"} Where is our Justice? - Our Vindication? - Our Redemption? Our Reconcilliation? Why celebrate a God that does none of those things that he has Promised??? Why ever go into any church when they are filled with decietful people? {"HYPOCRITES!!!"} How can they say they Love God then destroy His children? How can they live knowing the detruction they have caused? The bible tells us. "They have seared their conscience like a hot iron." I suffer daily with the loss of my family and friends. I have suffered in my spirit for the never ending anguish that has never left me. Still being a Lost Sheep that remains alone in the wilderness. Waiting for God to leave His heard to go find those lost. Almost 9 years later. God has not come to find us. {"WHY????????"} So many questions of {"WHY???"} that is NEVER ANSWERED! To see how God has allowed me to suffer so greatly without end for no good reason. Has me wondering if there is a God! The God I use to believe in, would never let sin prevail. And continue for so many years wihout healing or saving or answers. I think the very worst is happening to me this year. Realizing or ever leaning to the possiblity that God is no longer real in my life. Causes the deepest distress of all. To ever acknowledge how truly alone I really am. Leaving me totally empty inside of any hope, faith or belief! God was always my only source for my life. Knowing the posibility that there is no God for me, causes me great anguish that my entire life was lived as a lie! Without God in my life. It is not worth livning in. I have no purpose to continue in it. Other than to expose the fraud that janiack truly is. So this Christmas, I can only continue to pray that the prayer request I gave to all those that inquired in church on Mother's Day 2001. Come to pass. That God would Honor & Answer my prayer. {"WHAT WAS SAID AND DONE IN THE DARK. TO COME TO THE LIGHT!"}. What you have whispered in the ear , in the inner rooms will be proclaimed from the roof tops. There is nothing concealed that will not be disclosed or hidden that will not be made known. Malice maybe concealed by depeption. But her wickedness will be exposed in the assembly.
The greatest gift I could recieve from God this year. Would be, to be Blessed by His Spirit within me. To never ever doubt his reality because of the misdeeds of others. To be renewed within my dying spirit by God's Love for me. I need to know that He hasn't Forsaken & Abandoned Us! As this world has. Why else celebrate Christmas if God is not in it? I mean truly in it!!! Actions speak louder than words. Just see what janiack has done to us. And her blind followers that also injure us. Is this truly how Jesus would be??? {"WWJD!!!"} I think Not!!! If Jesus truly is Love & He is the Reason For The Season. Than can anyone Please tell me how their actions are Godly & fueled by God's Love? Because I just don't get it!!!!!!!!!!
I don't Understand their kind of Hurtful Love. They have No Compassion!!! God Gave Me Gifts To Rescue Others & Help Them the Best As I Can. To Fight For The Rights Of Those Who Can't Or Won't Because Of Fear! I Have Done Everything God Tells Us To Do. When All Else, All I Can Still Do Is To Stand, SteadFast! Still Waiting On God! "TO BE GOD!!!"
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It has been formally over 8 & a half very long and torturous years living without my mother and family that remain in that place. The minister there elizabeth janiack is not who and what she claims to be. As I have read other letters written by other fellow lost sheep. Made by janiack. And I am not surprised by janiack's daughter writting in. In defense of her mother. Boy isn't it a nice thing to have the love and comfort of your mother and your family in your daily life. That blessing has been stolen from me. And elizabeth janiack is the one who stole my treasures in this life. She knew exactly what she was doing. Her wordly testimony is one of being a multicorporate contoller. If someone who worked with her dare cross her, she'll get you Good! and your little dog too! janiack knew my mother was very important and loved in my life. She knew exactly how and where to strike to tear you down and keep you tormented. As one of the writters wrote. It is exactly the case of {"Do as I say, not as I do!"} Her mother has no problem in discrimantion and segregation. When it does not apply to her and her own family. She annouces to the congregation. "{Touch not God's annointed or her family."} If your not related then your fair game for her destruction. Things are in the works for justice and redeemtion for all of those lost sheep janiack has made. No one can ever forget the knife she has left twisted in all of our backs. janiack's slanderous defamation of all our characters will soon come to the public eye. Hopefully bills to protect all lost sheep from the hate crimes and devestation ministers like janiack inflict. Religions that cause great harm can and will no longer be alowed to be protected. They will soon anwser for their HATE CRIMES AGAINST GOD"S SHEEP! elizabeth janiack stated to her entire congregation that we are {"Evil and demonic"} No one is to ever have anything to do with us or they would get a transference of our evil & demonic spirits on them. After struggling and dying to my self all of these years. I still want to know just what exactly made me evil and demonic???? Everyday, I wonder if and when I'll get that call that my mother has died. janiack had me served with a no contact order from her lawyer. That if I tried to contact anyone in the church or talked about janiack that she would sue me. One of my aunts told me that janiack had my mother sign over her life insurence over to her and her church. I am not even allowed at my mother's furneral because the services will be in janiack's place. So the closet I'll ever get to my mother is once again, I'll be on the outside looking in. I know where my mother's burial plot is unless janiack has taken that too. So, the closest I may ever get to my mother is by the curb side of the cememtary. Not one day ever goes bye that I don't scream for my MOTHER!!!! :( The constant anguish I can Never Forget!!! Just how or why would anyone give up on innocent loved ones???? I and all the others did nothing worthy of all this torment. Yet janiack has the power over others to pursway them to her warped side of the truth. Which certainly is not the truth. If I had done anything wrong I would have accepted the punishment. I just could not stand bye and watch elizabeth janiack destroy another woman's family and marriage without standing up for the innocent victims of janiacks. Because I did stand up for their innocense that made me evil and demonic? Something is extremely wrong there and not one mind controlled individual in that place will ever see that truth until their turn comes when janiack decides to destroy their life and then join the rest of the those she so casually destroys at her leisure. I see prophercy all around us. I see that this is one way satan uses religion, churches, ministers to destroy God's Innocent sheep. To finally turn their hurt to unbelief and detered faith in the church and man. Most people see this in the catholic faith. Soon the world will see this in janiack's four square religion and others that follow the same abusive traits against the innocent. janiack also made sure that it was impossible to find a church that would accept us. After she had preinformed them of our possible arrivals. To throw us out fast, because we are trouble makers. I thought we were God's children. One of those churches that would not accept us is that big new church on Rt. 7. Over 8yrs. ago I thought I was alone in this bizzarre mess. Soon I discovered that there are more wounded sheep that was exiled by janiack. Their heart wretching stories are utterly sickening!!! Each hurting soul dying inside in their never ending torment janiack had made for them. Discrimination and Segregation Slander, Defamation of character, plus many more crimes are noted by these individuals. Fear stands out in everyone of those hurting souls. Fear that janiack thrives on to keep them silent. Ahhhh,,,, but she KNEW in her spirit that it was me she'd have to watch out for. I think that is why she had me served with papers to try to shut me up! Back in that day. I was such a wreck I could not do much but wail for my losses and for the whirlwind of the bizzarre events that only ravaged my soul and others in pure shock and torment of what the hell was going on! Those that were thrown out because they stood by my side contacted the four square athorities. Which after one year of being tossed about from california to new hampshire. The leaders of this religion swept the stories under the carpet condoning janiacks destructive actions. Their meeting & decisions were partial from the beginning. The whole story will be publically known soon enough. I have always been a watchman, an advocate for others less fortunate. For 8 yrs. I was paralized with remorse of losing my entire family to her and for the many that left that horrible place when janick gave them the choice to pick a side. janiacks side is God's side she said. Our side is the devil's. I had to wait it out for all those that left to heal enough to finally regain their strength. To pick up my weapons of warfare. Which is the truth that will all come out with everyone elses stories. Eight years later, this is not vengance, I am not alone. This will be Redemption! Justice! For all Innocent Lost Sheep! {"WHAT WAS SAID AND DONE IN THE DARK,WILL COME TO THE LIGHT!"} This was the very last prayers request I made in church on Mother's Day 2001. The very last time I saw and heard from my Beloved Mother and family that remain there. What kind of a religion, church, or minster segregates families and friends??? What kind of a minister designates their converts {"Evil & Denomic?"} What kind of minister fails to help those she claims have evil spirits? What kind of minister calls other churches to inform them about those she threw out and now deems trouble makers? What kind of minister destroys marriages? What kind of minister pretends to have a conscience, but has none? What kind of a minister promotes hate crimes against those she deems unloveable and unwanted? What kind of a minister promotes shunning? What kind of minister kills the soul? What kind of minister breaks the laws and gets away with it? What kind of minister breaks confidentiality on multiple levels and times and sees nothing wrong with gossip, slander, & defamation of character? What kind of minister promotes her congregation to follow her dishonest leads and tells them it is for God?? To disassociate with those exiled and to torment them with their slander? What kind of a minister humiliates even the children of those she has exiled??? What kind of a minister promotes those children to be further tormented and shunned by the children that still attend that place?? What kind of a minister lies in a court of law? And with the help of her judge friends and gets away with it? What kind of a minister who claims she would not even steal one grape or package or sugar would allow a $200,000 mechanical lein on her church property for over 20 years? People who built her church never have gotten paid for it. WHY???? The bible tells you in so many places what kind of minister! A BAD ONE! The kind that falsely accuse and send God's Innocent Sheep to Spiritual Death!!! To turn them away from Faith, Hope, Love and Trust in God. That is True BLASPHEME!!!! Actions speak louder than words. I had forgotten about this web site. Thanks to a friend to remind me to write an update. To all those that wrote in their horror stories made by janiacks doing. Don't give up hope or faith in each other. Keep telling your true stories. We still have freedom of speech. You just don't have any freedom in places like janiacks. The strong leave controlling churches with cult like practices, just like jainacks. True churches of God NEVER would do as janiack does! {"WWJD"}. What God has whispered into my ears I will yell on the housetops! We will not stop until JUSTICE is Done!!! And The TRUTH SETS THOSE CAPTIVES FREE!!!!May God Bless those in the wilderness who no longer have loved ones in their lives. Who no longer trust christians, because they view every christian as a HYPOCRITE!!!! Because of janiack's dishonest deeds! and her congregation that follow in her foot steps. And to all those that now run from God because of janiack and her followers and those other churches that follow suit. All this is why many people now turn from God and Religion. This is janiack's long legacy. For eight very long years I have read many books and researched this awful trend grow within cults and controlling churches. Wanting to know why and what makes people of God so evil? And do such evil and mean things to the innocent. janaick gives a great performance to the people in her congregation and on TV. But, behind the scenes she is the total opposite. All her innocent victims will testify to the real truth. She has NEVER once tried to apologize to me or return my family that she stole. Through the years she only caused more anguish for me and the others. She used my own mother, sister and brother in law to try to sepparate my own sons from me and grand daughter. Now what kind of a woman of God would ever promote such a thing? And NEVER STOP!!!? Year after year janiack finds a way to make us more miserable. janiack even had my mother throw out anything and everthing to do with me and my younger sister. One of my brother's went to the curb side to try to salvage pictures my mother had to throw out of her children that did not attend that place. What a sad day to see what my mother threw out. When we were young my mother hired a professional to come to our house to take pictures. My mother was always very sentimental. She once cherished those memories. She once cherished her children. She use to be my very best friend! Not one day ever went bye without me calling her or her calling me. And eight years to NEVER have any contact with her is an absolute KILLER!!!! I blamed myself for many years, because I had brought my family there. Funny how most people in this world will tell me things like "Get over it!""They gave you up, just give up on them!"My comment to them is, "How can you forget the people you love?"How do you just stop loving them? "How can you stop praying for them?" "How can you just give up on Hope and Love of family?" I can't and won't become unloving and cold and disassociative like thoughs in places like janiacks. I long for our day in the public eye and maybe a day in court to have those wrongs made right! I know deep in my heart that my family will never be the same and may never reconcile. I have no choice but to accept this fact. However, there is hope for all others to regain what was lost. I will work long and hard for them to see Justice done so they can be free of their never ending nightmares jainack has caused for them. I am also happy to see others have the very same inspirations to seek Truth & Justice as I do. In closing, the only comfort I can extend to those other lost innocent sheep is to keep in contact with the rest of us. And to know that God has not abandoned us. In His time He Will Set the Captives Free! If janiack does not get right with
God before she dies. If she does believe in God even a little then she must realize that God will deal with her in the next life. She may fool this world with her lies and web of deciet. But she can NEVER FOOL GOD! Before closing I would also like to mention the tones of janiacks defenders. Not one of them ever spoke with love or compassion for those janiack has destroyed. If this is how christians think and behave. I see no difference between them and true sinners. Their vile spew of condemnation against the innocent sheep clearly show their true colors. True christians talk and walk in God's Love and compassion. If anyone is worthy of His Love and understanding it is for those lost sheep janiack never wants found. Those of us that stand alone in the wilderness. Are never truly alone. I concider myself a watch dog for God. And I will be barking loud and long enough to be heard around the world! To expose the {"Wolf in sheep's clothing!"}. :)
