Admittedly, I do not find myself looking to Jesus for my happiness so to speak. But I do depend on my faith for strength at times when I think things are coming loose. I feel guilt that I dont thank him for the little things, maybe I should. But I know that in living a clean life as much as I can, keeping his ways in mind in the way I look at people, humanity in general and not ever doing harm to people just because I do not like them or agree with their choices, I feel rewarded. Maybe I need him for peace of mind which is not always about just happiness. I have even cursed him when tradgedy comes my way. Because Ive believe he is there, involved in my world. One thing I try not to do is to make fun or belittle someones faith just to entertain myself. For those of you who do, I hope that makes you proud of yourself. Personally I think it makes you a fool.
