Dear Louise at one time in my life i felt just like you so.The only differance now is i did find out there is a God there is a satan and there was a man called Jesus that was on this earth and did die for us all.Let say just for a minute Jesus was not God in the flesh but we do know he did exsist without a doubt and he did die a horrible death on a cross and he said he did it because he loved everyone you encluded would you then be able to say you love him? Even athisist believe he died on a cross and he was real because even science and history have proven this fact.If you did start to believe all of this and you did accept Jesus as your saviour how might you think your life might be six months from now,better or worse?I can make you only one promise and the reason i can make this promise is this.If you ask Jesus to save you and if you tell him you want to believe all of the bible is the truth and tell him if its all real you want in and you ask him to take over you life i can make you this one and only promise he will send what is called the Holy Spirit into your body and you will then know for sure he is real.Now that i have ask him to take over my life i wouldnt go back to my old ways for all the money in this world because i felt the change right away and so will you if you really mean it when you ask him to accept you and to forgive you of all of your sins.I agree with you that there are so many people in ministry today that are greedy and use the name of God to promote themselves and it makes me sick to. satan is real and it is one of the reasons you do not believe because of these false people that you can see just like i can and the are wrong and again i so much agree with you.I have a ministry myself but i do no do these kinds of things these people do nor am i rich by far.Its ok to have money as long as you use it wisely but many do not and they will one day pay for it.I just do not want to see you with them forever in hell and i dont think you want to be around them yourself at least not for all eternity im sure of that i dont.The bible does make a lot of since and almost all of the things God said woul take place before he come back have almost all been done and it is right there in the bible for anyone to see and to read. The odds of the bible not being the true and the odds of of what God fortold happening are999999999999999999999999999999999999.I think i have this number right.I woul not bet against these odds for anyone and i hope and pray you will not yourself.Please as a man tha love all people ask Jesus to save you and do as i told you to do and it will happen.Anyone tha sends you any hate mail is sick.Iwill be praying for you and hope you find what i found to be th total solid truth.God be with you and bless your life.LICJ Harold Willett.www.haroldwillettministries.com.

the poor lost souls of the Native americans, the romans and Incas etc...Give me a break! But thanks for your kind wishes...Best!

Hi Louise it just dawned on me you have the same name as my mom hers is frances louise.Anyway i got you email and i wrote you a nice long and sweet letter may i add but then realized i didnt have your email address i thought i could just responed back but that didnt work.Could i get your emil address.If so just send it back to my email address and that way not anyone else will have it please.I need to get to bed but if you email me back with it i will send the letter with some other thought back to you tomorrow afternoon.As well thanks for the best wishes and best wishes to you also.One thing i do understand a lot of where your coming from.Thanks again i really look forward to talking with you.You will find im much differant than most religous people and i completly understand how you feel,Bless you.All the best and have a great night. By the way if anyone replys to you with hatred forget those people there not a part of me in anyway at all.Not one on this earth is any better than you are.We all have our faults but some will really pay dearly for the things they do and the greed of using God for there own selfish gain and i cannot stand those people but i do not hate them.Hope to hear back from you take care of yourself.