praise the lord,

what do you say about these blogs? when you read them you understand different point of views. you sit in the gray area and you take in everything that is being said and then you answer.... I was abused by my family as well as outside my family. when God reintroduced himself to me I was afraid but slowly he made his presence known to me. I remember he lead me to read td jakes books among others and even some Joyce meyer stuff and at that time the words they spoke or wrote really helped me and I praise God for that but God taught me something very important. the differnce between them and him. someone once told me that it is possible to outgrow the ministry you are apart of and at first I thought it was crazy. But you can. once you get spiritually strong enough the seek god on your own the thirst is overwhelming and God will began to reveal things to you that even tv evangelist haven't been awakened to. I have read some of battle field of the  mind and I use to watch joyce on tv a few years ago and her words reached me because of the level I was at in the lord. I was a babe. But I am no longer a babe and when you seek God  with much intensity not just listening to what the pastor says everyday you grow enough to be able to discern whether or not a pastor speaks or preaches from milk level. which is what she does. that is not to disrepect her or put her down because we all seek God at different levels. But we should not allow ourselves to be decieved that a person having a ministry or let alone a title means this person is deep in God. a person can only lead you as far as they themselves have sought. I honor the season that God allowed me to learn from joyce and the other evangelists. i say this because you have to remember This is about God. I have read people defending these people as if they are God. but they are not. they were chosen to bring you only part of the way and some are not really tryimg to lead you to god at all, but you have to seek god for the rest, not get stuck. there is so much that God wants for you to learn and understand. they don't have all the answers and you can't be blinded by them donating things or the size of their ministries. the bible says narrow is the pathway to heaven and only few shall find it.  place emphasis on the word few. Not many will find that narrow path not even ministers. Some believe they are awake when they themselves are spiritually asleep. So seek God with everything you have in you. learn all you can from them and move on to much more deeper things and love one another, encourage one another and by all means wake up.