Punctiality is my problem.

My dad says I talk too much and occasionally calls me "motormouth." Whaddah mean I talk too much...I don't talk too much, do I? C'mon...I don't talk too much....DO I, DO I, DO I?

If I have to list my faults there would not be enough space here for them. And who really cares anyway? I would rather focus on what I can do and try and do that better. I can make myself miserable easily enough by focusing on what is not right about my life - and to what good purpose? Today is the day the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad in it. Well how about that? The Lord has given me another chance to do better! Its all about one day at a time because all of our worrying can do nothing to affect tomorrow - assuming of course that we will still be here.

My inability to work hard at something that I dont have passion about all the time....meaning anything but Music. It is the reason that I am still am not finacially stable enough at 45. My inability to pity people with low self esteem or people who do not try to cure there own dysfunctions. My inability to convey my opinions with a gentler touch when I should. This also goes right back to thinking that people should hear the truth instead of coddling there insecurities. Especially women. My pure hatred for the idea of political correctness in other words not saying what you mean or what needs to be said or done.

Get mad too quickly, cry too easily, enjoy rich food too much, tend to be too sedentary, love to spend money, enjoy expensive things, rarely dicipline my dogs, low tolerence for deliberate idiots, gripe too much, and can turn the air blue if the occasion arises.

Umm . . . well, I spend too much time on the internet (haha, obviously!) . . . I can't eat as much as I used to . . . I probably curse too much . . . and, man, I am SO out of shape! I get winded way faster than I used to. Eh, oh well.

I know I am extremely sensitive. Other posters on this site have picked up on this and I have to admit they are correct. When I'm not brooding over a slight, I'm fretting because I'm afraid I may have said or done something to hurt someone's feelings. Oftentimes, I'll approach this person and apologize and they won't have any idea what I'm talking about because they were not affronted at all. I guess I need to work on this sensitivity thing. It's good in some ways, but it can work to my detriment.

Hmmm . . . well, I wish I had more ambition. I set goals for myself, then I'm too lazy to actually achieve them. Not to say that I'm useless or anything, but sometimes I feel like I'm not reaching my potential.

Well, I'm notorious for misplacing and losing things. Lance, you sound so much like me!!

My major gripe with myself is that I am horribly impatient. I even get on my own nerves sometimes!

I could be more organized

I wish I had better self esteem.After 40plus years, I have worse self esteem than a I did when I was much younger. probably due to years, of being too hard on myself, and caring too much what others think about me. I wish I had that i do not give a hoot what others think.